Tuesday, September 19, 2006

old skool

You know sometimes when you're alone and you stare into space and you start to have a memory flashback? And you start to get all emotional and all riled up and you go call yur husband/fiance/boyfriend to tell them that you love them so much and you're never gonna let them go no matter what?

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It happened to me yesterday when I 'accidentally' dug up an old belapok organiser cum journal which had nearly all the events about me and the other half during our courting days.It amuses me how vulnerable sometimes we all are.Every nitty gritty single clean/dirty event is written out.Let me give you an excerpt...

"School was tiring today.Called Malik at the office.He sounded so tired.He has school today.Miss him so much.Love him too..."

What the hell is that? Who is this person who wrote this? She is so obit! *LOL* Hey it was 11 years ago.I was still a minah in training trying so damn hard to be THE IT GIRL ok.

So then I realised that all my entries were all repetitions of how I love Malik and miss him when hes not around and blah blah blah. Such is when couples are head over heels in love. Mushy aint it? I know..I can hear some of you puking already.

By reading all the entries in my journal I realised that for all the 11 years that I've known him my love for him has not lessen one bit. We do had our moments of 'tests' especially during our engagement period and it was the most trying time in both of lives. We nearly called off our wedding a month before. But fate was on our side. Look at us now. With 3 kids in tow the marriage has grown stronger.

Here are some old pesen pictures of us during our zaman kegemilangan... please don't laugh..thank you ;D

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